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The part I felt the most angry in the manga.
~!Even though it wasn't his body, he should have defended himself against the guy. It was like a scene from NTR as he watched the guy fuck his sister in the mirror. And then he kind of tries to forget what happened.
What I think is that he didn't accept it at first, but he was so confused by having his mind in his sister's body, that he let it happen, and ended up enjoying the sensation even though it was something against his will, that left him even more confused, thinking that because he's enjoying it, his sister would enjoy it too.
(Making it clear that the situation there was horrible he was abused, it was a rape scene, but he had never had sex and his first act was right away in the body of a woman)
He is already in a state where he no longer knows if he is a man or a woman, but he tells himself that he is still a man.!~
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I don't think I have ever been more upset with a direction of a story, the way the rape scene went down was so unexplainably bad, I do not understand why, after all that Kiruko just accepted what happened to him. The scene itself was gross but the way the characters were able to brush off the rape was mind boggling. I think the scene could've been so much better and still had the same gross effect if Maru showed up in time and saved Kiruko but no, Maru couldn't even kill Robin in the end. I also think that Kiruko not wanting Maru to kill Robin is a terrible choice from the author. I loved this manga so much up until this chapter, now it's ruined for me